hmm.. school wasn't half that badd.. however, 3 days straight of 8am class... ): very very horrible.

was pondering over some stuff. turns out that my character has not been say.. very good. hmmm mmm.. so i was thinking of changing myself. or at least try. firstly not be so desperate. everything also sui yuan(go along with my fate) bah.. what is meant to be is definitely meant to be. even in the case if fate ddon't allow me to get it, then so be it. many people say their destiny is controlled by them. but how many peepz can do it? 1 out of 100? seriously, even if one say one can control one's fate/destiny, if one's destiny don't allow for one to control it, what can one do? So, my point is still sui yuan bah. if it's really meant to be, it's bound to be right? i mean force also useless what. like you like someone then that someone don't like you, you also cannot use force to threaten the person to like you mah. even if one managed to force the person to like one, there'll be no happiness cause it's all forced. mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de. (",)

secondly is work harder than usual cause fyp projects np soilel and stuff so dear i cannot spend a lot of time with you le wor.. dui bu qi.. ):

lots of loveeeeee..muackss (:

Yep, i'm officially back from my malaysia trip. Actually was back on 11th april night (evening more likely). I mean reach singapore lah. Genting first then proceed to KL. The bus was nice- spacious so sleeping was an ease. however when i reached the singapore custom (tuas checkpoint) beside our bus is another better bus. double decked. damn spacious. got bus stewardess somemore. LOOK carefully. BUS NOT AIR! HAHA.. damn cool lah.. actually can take those kind bus de.. but then add extra 40 bucks for go and return trip and 30 bucks for go trip. So after much consideration and persuation, we decided to opt it out. so as usual, camwhoring on the bus. HAHA.. and of course, disturb all my fellow friends.. HAHA.. they're SOOOO "TICKLED" by my tactics that no one actually laugh.. -_-"

surprising, since i seldom blog and this time i had 2 entries in 1 day.. a rather short entrry i declare. i'm not pin pointing to anyone particularly but then if you know who you're then good lah.

let's see..
so i gave a little reminder to someone then i was rebutted with some.. thing else like "gan chiong" . i mean it was just a reminder in case the thing is forgotten and delay the time. perhaps i was too sensitive to such stuff bah and that particular person named say A was just joking about it but then i just wanna remind A and ended up kana sot back.

nevermind.

let's do it this way, no more reminders or at least i try not to. if forgotten then forgotten. so be it.
i don't want hao xin bei lei pi. maybe it's a test of tolerance bah. something to train me, work me hard so i won't be affected by others next time. Maybe it's just A's character. well, who cares? Me?

so my relative came to my house. let's put it this way, i don't really like them hence i could find all the things that they do to be irritable or unnecessary. the fact that my front door is not locked and the main door is not closed properly made many of my relatives come into my house without knocking or anything but just open the door and invite themselves in. maybe with age, the mentality becomes more.. let's say.. evil. maybe it's the case for me but then i just don't like this family though. it's bad i know but, due to many past experiences that i suffered made me dislike them though. hmm... maybe, i should stop thinking so much and yea.. hopefully my mentality changes as i grow oolder; more angelish than devilish of course. so let me be on my journey to angelish mentality.


the thoughts of evil cannot be erased from anyone's mind i guess.. hmm.. but then who cares, maybe i do?


flu slightly better but the cough virus is here. darn. *scrowls*

lalala... the end of cptc. Though i didn't have many pics to put in my blog to describe how much i miss that place but nonetheless, it's still cool you know. HAHA (: i love ya cptc!

Anyways, yesterday mark the 13th month anniversary of my girl and me relationship.! CLAPS! hehe.. a long journey man. Wenta pizza hut to munchies bbq roasted chicken supreme pizza and no cheese in the middle ): but it's all cool you know.. add on garlic breado, change our peppsi to uh.. some drink mainly strawberry something and kiwi lemon something. Not bad though.. However, the waiting time was rather long but it's all cool yea. didn't get angerz or anything. ^^

So apparently one of my nostrils was blocked yesterday.. and i was struggling with it and today officially, i'm down with the influenza irritable virus. ): bad very very bad..

OH! dear gotta me in-ear earphones when we went imm shop for ear piece. WHITE COLOUR! *3 cheers for dear dar* muackz muackx.. love ya..! (:

went to kee ann house though.. haha.. his house was cool, mum was.. well not say exactly.. unfriendly and let's leave it at that shall we.. Hehe..

as usual, monday blues.. hmm.. today's cptc training wasnt half as bad.. felt kinda lonely during one of the breaks.. don't know why when i'm surrounded by friends.. nonetheless, wed have fire fighting which is like cool cause we gotta spray something with water yea it's gonna get wet and uncomfortable.. but then it's still cool you see cause when do you ever get to play with water for free and never get a scolding? Cptc got it.. anywayz, during one of the last lecture on fire fighting- the hose handling and such, caught one of my lecture mate who is someone i know from the palawan yep trip.. though it's kinda bad but it shows the desperation of a student.. here goes..




desperate measures..

have you ever have siblings who treat you like king when they needed you and treat you like shit when they don't need you at all? No? grats cause i've got them.. you see their problem is that they treat you like king when they need you to help them do something however if they don't need you at all, they'll treat you like filth.. seriously, no kidding..

anyways, just had a major tiff with my siding mum.. regarding the bringing of dogs.. you see.. the problem is that my younger sis have been so called studying outside the last wk or so hence she's been unable to bring the dogs down due to her coming home late.. hence since i reach home relatively early, i of course brought the dog down.. you think i'm not tired? you think everyday 8 to 4 is funny? in my hols.. of course not.!! hence just now my sister claimed she was tired hence she went to sleep so i'm not tired? i'm not labelled as tired just because i didn't sleep and i was watching dvd? HA.! think again.. think i didn't as hell wanna sleep ha? i wannted to sleep so badly just cause i'm afraid i cannot sleep at night again hence i didn't.. so since i was literally bringing the dog down almost everyday even when i came home late, i still brought the dog down.. i mean seriously, can't i even have a brk? my hols are like gone lah.. oh man come on! hence my siding mum of couse said your sis tired can you bring the dog down.. of course i said Hell no!(minus the hell word) so she unhappy shout then i shout then quarrel.. cool ha.. think i'm going out later calm myself down.. knowing the bad temper of mine, of course i spoke very loudly.. ohh.. joke of the day, parents think they're elder, think they gave birth to you, they have the every right to raise their voice at you and you don't!? HA.. where's the freedom of speech.. not that i'm not filial, it's just that it so justifiable that i'm tired too what.. think i'm cyborgtic boy?! need a screw and oiling here and then? think again! felt like spending my night outside and go to cptc tml with panda eyes.. guess i'm gonna go take a longggg stroll and drag my heavy feet home to my home sweet bed and my sweet doggies.. and seriously, no nagging.. just.. had enough of everything.. ENOUGH!

ohh.. didn't realise with the new change of blogger account must agree to the terms and conditions before can uploadd pic.. not good, not good at all.. lastly, wish dear can go into lasalle sia visual studies foundation among the 2000 or so to register a vacancy wwith lasalle sia's visual studies foundation...

loves.

yea yea knew what everybody gonna say.. what's up with the wait for the update right.! Haha.. maybe the fact that i'm REALLYYY lazy hence never update.. i've been together with dear for 1 yr 1 wk and 2 day! hehe..!! anyways, cptc is very bad as usual.. more friends problem.. friends around me falling sick one by one.. the sick virus is passing around but luckily i'm not falling sick or so i guess though few days ago did see my nose bleed just oh so little hence guess heaty yah.. mid term exams tml damn sad.. hols gone..

Just now when waiting at the bus stop for my bus to come and my dear bus 98 finally arrived to let my tired body board the bus.. HOWEVER, i wanted to wave the bus BUT just so COINCIDENCELY, the bus STOPPED at the traffic light! AHH!! so paiseh! then i just mumble some things to myself making myself feel better and less of a fool.. HAHA.. found out i've got panda eyes!! actually is only heavy eyebags and no panda eyes but then now.... man.. life's hard..

Note: Dear ivan, if you're reading this post which i think maybe possibly you'll read this post someday, i'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm truly apologetic.