my lonely self

2007-04-17T14:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. school wasn't half that badd.. however, 3 days straight of 8am class... ): very very horrible.

was pondering over some stuff. turns out that my character has not been say.. very good. hmmm mmm.. so i was thinking of changing myself. or at least try. firstly not be so desperate. everything also sui yuan(go along with my fate) bah.. what is meant to be is definitely meant to be. even in the case if fate ddon't allow me to get it, then so be it. many people say their destiny is controlled by them. but how many peepz can do it? 1 out of 100? seriously, even if one say one can control one's fate/destiny, if one's destiny don't allow for one to control it, what can one do? So, my point is still sui yuan bah. if it's really meant to be, it's bound to be right? i mean force also useless what. like you like someone then that someone don't like you, you also cannot use force to threaten the person to like you mah. even if one managed to force the person to like one, there'll be no happiness cause it's all forced. mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de. (",)

secondly is work harder than usual cause fyp projects np soilel and stuff so dear i cannot spend a lot of time with you le wor.. dui bu qi.. ):

lots of loveeeeee..muackss (:

2007-04-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

Yep, i'm officially back from my malaysia trip. Actually was back on 11th april night (evening more likely). I mean reach singapore lah. Genting first then proceed to KL. The bus was nice- spacious so sleeping was an ease. however when i reached the singapore custom (tuas checkpoint) beside our bus is another better bus. double decked. damn spacious. got bus stewardess somemore. LOOK carefully. BUS NOT AIR! HAHA.. damn cool lah.. actually can take those kind bus de.. but then add extra 40 bucks for go and return trip and 30 bucks for go trip. So after much consideration and persuation, we decided to opt it out. so as usual, camwhoring on the bus. HAHA.. and of course, disturb all my fellow friends.. HAHA.. they're SOOOO "TICKLED" by my tactics that no one actually laugh.. -_-"

cam whoring - hobbit. (:

HAHAHA.. this never failed to crack me up.. =D

Genting:
Genting was cold. literally cold. i mean you gotta wear jacket when playing at the amusement park lah. so it was SOOOOOOO to my liking man. COLD weather. could it be something to do with me? Hmm.. anyways, off we go to check in into genting resort hotel. the hotel was nice.. connecting room with my other friends( 4 of my friends went with me). So we arrived at the hotel room door.

our hotel rooms.

the inside of our room.

some of the deco at our hotel lobby

So after the little hotel intro, we moved on to the amusement park. quite fun lah.. we played uh... roller coaster which me and my friend started to scream after the ride started to dive downwards. HAHA.. actually we scream at almost everything we played- pirate ship, roller coaster, pirate house.

amusement park.

grp picc. (:

me and xl. HAHA..

ivan and kr.

the inside of the pirate house.

the merry go round.

me and kee ann actually sat the merry go round. we got childhood can. so me and kee ann went to dinosaurland.. while the other 3 peepz go play go kart. i remembered i went there once when i was young.. like 10 or so only? hmm.. kinda cool.. don't have much memory of the place as a kid though..

kee ann and the prehistoric man. i also have.

so actually due to heavy mist and no time left before the amusement park closes, we took last grp photo at the amusement together. Cheers.

another grp pic.

the mist damn cool i know.

this is chewy gum. not vitamin C pill.

save the earth!!

KL:

so kl was kinda.. say..many unlawful stuff happens de lah.. so we were like xtra caution..

nonetheless, kl was all about shopping.. bought stuff for ddear and of course for myself.. hehe.. must pamper myself a bit mah.. (:

then last stop was Singapore hehe.. home sweet home..

today is 15th april sun. tml is 16th april mon. Sch officially starts. a new term, a new sem, a new goal. i'm gonna step on my journey to 3.7 GPA. Good FYP results and stuff.. gonna get busy.. very very busy.. :( less time for lotsa stuff.. haiyo.. sian sian.. alrighty, end of my entry. signing off.

If you found me missing one day, do not cry for me. But wish me all the best.

2007-04-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

surprising, since i seldom blog and this time i had 2 entries in 1 day.. a rather short entrry i declare. i'm not pin pointing to anyone particularly but then if you know who you're then good lah.

let's see..
so i gave a little reminder to someone then i was rebutted with some.. thing else like "gan chiong" . i mean it was just a reminder in case the thing is forgotten and delay the time. perhaps i was too sensitive to such stuff bah and that particular person named say A was just joking about it but then i just wanna remind A and ended up kana sot back.

nevermind.

let's do it this way, no more reminders or at least i try not to. if forgotten then forgotten. so be it.
i don't want hao xin bei lei pi. maybe it's a test of tolerance bah. something to train me, work me hard so i won't be affected by others next time. Maybe it's just A's character. well, who cares? Me?

2007-04-06T14:56:00.000+08:00

so my relative came to my house. let's put it this way, i don't really like them hence i could find all the things that they do to be irritable or unnecessary. the fact that my front door is not locked and the main door is not closed properly made many of my relatives come into my house without knocking or anything but just open the door and invite themselves in. maybe with age, the mentality becomes more.. let's say.. evil. maybe it's the case for me but then i just don't like this family though. it's bad i know but, due to many past experiences that i suffered made me dislike them though. hmm... maybe, i should stop thinking so much and yea.. hopefully my mentality changes as i grow oolder; more angelish than devilish of course. so let me be on my journey to angelish mentality.

the thoughts of evil cannot be erased from anyone's mind i guess.. hmm.. but then who cares, maybe i do?

flu slightly better but the cough virus is here. darn. *scrowls*

2007-04-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

lalala... the end of cptc. Though i didn't have many pics to put in my blog to describe how much i miss that place but nonetheless, it's still cool you know. HAHA (: i love ya cptc!

Anyways, yesterday mark the 13th month anniversary of my girl and me relationship.! CLAPS! hehe.. a long journey man. Wenta pizza hut to munchies bbq roasted chicken supreme pizza and no cheese in the middle ): but it's all cool you know.. add on garlic breado, change our peppsi to uh.. some drink mainly strawberry something and kiwi lemon something. Not bad though.. However, the waiting time was rather long but it's all cool yea. didn't get angerz or anything. ^^

So apparently one of my nostrils was blocked yesterday.. and i was struggling with it and today officially, i'm down with the influenza irritable virus. ): bad very very bad..

OH! dear gotta me in-ear earphones when we went imm shop for ear piece. WHITE COLOUR! *3 cheers for dear dar* muackz muackx.. love ya..! (:

went to kee ann house though.. haha.. his house was cool, mum was.. well not say exactly.. unfriendly and let's leave it at that shall we.. Hehe..

2007-04-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday marks the end of CPTC's official shift training. CLAPS!~~ however, i'm gonna miss the place and the trainers xcept a few.. =X ESPECIALL TEH NI aka UNCLE TAN aka DENNIS! the married seh peh peh! HAHA..! =x good thing he's quite close to us so it's all cool. OH without missing out the sweet voiced CPTC BABE- APRIL!~~

yesterday was a troubling day for my dear dear friend. the courage was there and i must really admire you for that. courage. Nevermind, it's all over. and a new day starts again. Headache yesterday but my house don't have panadol. GRRR~~ my eye bags and hei yan quan are haunting me again! AHH!! you know the shock i got once i saw how deep my eye bags are! OMG!~~ kua tio gui!!

No mood to study for end of term exams. damn sian. Boo hoo. some motivation please?

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piggy faces! =D

turbo charged!~

The 2 beauties though i think i'm more beaut =X

my dear friend zuo si and me (:

that's it folks. will try to blog more.

2007-03-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

as usual, monday blues.. hmm.. today's cptc training wasnt half as bad.. felt kinda lonely during one of the breaks.. don't know why when i'm surrounded by friends.. nonetheless, wed have fire fighting which is like cool cause we gotta spray something with water yea it's gonna get wet and uncomfortable.. but then it's still cool you see cause when do you ever get to play with water for free and never get a scolding? Cptc got it.. anywayz, during one of the last lecture on fire fighting- the hose handling and such, caught one of my lecture mate who is someone i know from the palawan yep trip.. though it's kinda bad but it shows the desperation of a student.. here goes..

desperate measures..

have you ever have siblings who treat you like king when they needed you and treat you like shit when they don't need you at all? No? grats cause i've got them.. you see their problem is that they treat you like king when they need you to help them do something however if they don't need you at all, they'll treat you like filth.. seriously, no kidding..

anyways, just had a major tiff with my siding mum.. regarding the bringing of dogs.. you see.. the problem is that my younger sis have been so called studying outside the last wk or so hence she's been unable to bring the dogs down due to her coming home late.. hence since i reach home relatively early, i of course brought the dog down.. you think i'm not tired? you think everyday 8 to 4 is funny? in my hols.. of course not.!! hence just now my sister claimed she was tired hence she went to sleep so i'm not tired? i'm not labelled as tired just because i didn't sleep and i was watching dvd? HA.! think again.. think i didn't as hell wanna sleep ha? i wannted to sleep so badly just cause i'm afraid i cannot sleep at night again hence i didn't.. so since i was literally bringing the dog down almost everyday even when i came home late, i still brought the dog down.. i mean seriously, can't i even have a brk? my hols are like gone lah.. oh man come on! hence my siding mum of couse said your sis tired can you bring the dog down.. of course i said Hell no!(minus the hell word) so she unhappy shout then i shout then quarrel.. cool ha.. think i'm going out later calm myself down.. knowing the bad temper of mine, of course i spoke very loudly.. ohh.. joke of the day, parents think they're elder, think they gave birth to you, they have the every right to raise their voice at you and you don't!? HA.. where's the freedom of speech.. not that i'm not filial, it's just that it so justifiable that i'm tired too what.. think i'm cyborgtic boy?! need a screw and oiling here and then? think again! felt like spending my night outside and go to cptc tml with panda eyes.. guess i'm gonna go take a longggg stroll and drag my heavy feet home to my home sweet bed and my sweet doggies.. and seriously, no nagging.. just.. had enough of everything.. ENOUGH!

ohh.. didn't realise with the new change of blogger account must agree to the terms and conditions before can uploadd pic.. not good, not good at all.. lastly, wish dear can go into lasalle sia visual studies foundation among the 2000 or so to register a vacancy wwith lasalle sia's visual studies foundation...

loves.

2007-03-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

yea yea knew what everybody gonna say.. what's up with the wait for the update right.! Haha.. maybe the fact that i'm REALLYYY lazy hence never update.. i've been together with dear for 1 yr 1 wk and 2 day! hehe..!! anyways, cptc is very bad as usual.. more friends problem.. friends around me falling sick one by one.. the sick virus is passing around but luckily i'm not falling sick or so i guess though few days ago did see my nose bleed just oh so little hence guess heaty yah.. mid term exams tml damn sad.. hols gone..

Just now when waiting at the bus stop for my bus to come and my dear bus 98 finally arrived to let my tired body board the bus.. HOWEVER, i wanted to wave the bus BUT just so COINCIDENCELY, the bus STOPPED at the traffic light! AHH!! so paiseh! then i just mumble some things to myself making myself feel better and less of a fool.. HAHA.. found out i've got panda eyes!! actually is only heavy eyebags and no panda eyes but then now.... man.. life's hard..

Note: Dear ivan, if you're reading this post which i think maybe possibly you'll read this post someday, i'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm truly apologetic.

2007-02-26T07:25:00.000+08:00

hmm.. a rather emotional night... good morning all readers!! ^^
have you ever been cast into the shadows of yoour friends? have you not been acknowledged for your work? if you have, welcome to the club. i've been thinking about my life yesterday night regarding sec, poly life.. realized that i've never been acknowledged for my work.. it all started with the np soleil committee interview.. i've not been assigned to any post which means that i'm not selected whereas my friend is.. hmm.. not that it's a big ddeal but.. not exactly a very good feeling.. sec school i remembered one cme proj, cause my friend didn't do the work hence i initiated to do it since it was a drawing proj, i of course DIDN'T do a good job.. once i showed my friend my work, my friend was like.. showing disapproval.. of course anyone would be sad at that time hence i crushed my work and threw it away.. thus my friend approached another friend whose art is WAYYYY better than mine but luckily i've got a friend who actually supported me cause my that friend feels sorry for me i guess.. poly, i felt that i've never been acknowledged for my work.. everytime my work is been despised or so.. no one every pat me on the shoulder and say " good job ben".. oh! there's once when i was rewarded with that.. imagine coming april i'm gonna be yr 3 and yet only once.. i mean not that i want that but.. there's actually one who'd appreciate my work.. perhaps my friends are too shy or so but still, once.. how pathetic..

Off to chinese garden..! buzz off.. ~~

2007-02-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

apparently, dear's been sulking because she made a lot of mistakes as told by her on friday during work. Hence me being the oh so useless bf, couldnt help her cheer up or anything hence, our relationship is a little strained or say, VERY strained these 2 days or so. Hmm.. Always heard people say cherish what you have now blah blah blah but how many people could actually do it? 1 out of 10? WHATEVER man! REALLY!

The stress limit is munching at my sanity - env 16 bloody chps. 16! Major stress out considering the fact that i must do quite well before i'm able to maintain my GPA. Fish head lah! Yr 3 is even worst. 6 month attachment? shit man! 6 wks cptc already sian liao loh. Maybe i should put shitty life of mine instead of my lonely self. Ha..! Moreover, the bastardy blogger don't allow me to keep my old blogger account force me to change! AHHH.. agony.! fricking shit! Damn sian.

=(

ooo.. something to cheer ppl up. Lunch at basil alcove again.! will keep you guys suspended until i get the pics from lao er.

2007-02-01T02:21:00.000+08:00

it's been such an hectic week.. test test and more test.. projects dateline keep coming.. ended up everyone spent.. seriously, think i'm gonna fall sick soon.. not having enough sleep these days.. heard from vivien that my hysis test not very good.. die sia.. i tot still ok de loh then like this leh.. hmm.. having bit of prob with dear these few days.. not treating her right things like that.. is it because of the 1 yr relationship "sure break" curse.. Like what wendy(xiaxue) mentioned on her blog.. the 1 yr "sure break" curse... hmm.. kinda bad i guess.. dear also i think quite fed up with me.. sorry sorry.. mood very bad these days.. too stress up.. super sian.. i've always been wondering, will dear be better off with another guy.. perhaps it'll be.. perhaps... him? ha.. such irony.. dislike became consideration.. perhaps he's the one? haha.. like so.. mystical.. the one.. you're the one.. Ah! neo from matrrix.. HAHAHA... *cold* anywayz, my proposal to start a sarong party boy blog has not been rejected by anyone YET.. hahaa.. cool eh.. wear sarong de leh.. then go zouk clad in sarong blow whistle.. hehe..=x scarly start sarong fever in sg..!! haha.. the sarong seller better thank me if that happens man seriously.. if not... hehe.. i'm gonna burn his sarong man!

Com is having prob.. another prob.. why so many prob.. mentally exhausting.. really..~~

status: tired; heartbroken

2007-01-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

apparently i've not been in a very good mood nowadays.. easily irritable as i would say.. hm.. my house is always that noisy.. dogs barking, birds chirping, relative talking as if they're like 50 m apart.. cousin playing piano.. maid making juices.. haiz.. how to have a good study environment like that seh.. sometimes i just wish to have some peace and quiet to myself.. maybe off to somewhere i can be alone without any noise and whatsoever.. anways, today's dear's xiao mei and papa birthday!! yay!! happy burthday!! =D dear did asked me go with her to go seoul garden at causeway point eat.. but then.. i have test on 26.. however i could afford the time to go eat but then i just feel not very nice mah.. cause.. i don't know.. it's like a family event kind of thing then just not very nice leh then also never buy present.. then felt like dui bu qi dear.. T.T dui bu qi dear dear..!!!! dear mai sad!!~~~~ quite busy this few days too.. test, open house duty stuff like that so no time for my dar.. hmm.. very bad indeed.. this morning i had a vivid dream.. consisting of some friend i don't recognize, japan zooland i think, dear, the neoprint machine and lastly the unexpected, mei ying/yin.. OMG.. so creepy lah.. anyways, that's about it.. SOMEBODY TAG PLEASE!

PS: my 'p' key on my keyboard is gonna drop again.. darn..
PSS: my ddear, dui bu qi.. i just felt weird.. i'll make it up to you de.. bah..

2007-01-02T04:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so quite long never blogged.. as usual, no body tags de.. perhaps i didn't publicise/ze my blog like putting my blog webby on my msn nick which is kinda popular nowadays i notice.. hmm.. putting that aside, went to marina area count down.. esplanade was well worst than sardine packed could describle hence without experiencing what i did experienced on national day, we went to esplanade instead-stan, em, kr, ka, dear and me.. hehe.. though didn't manage to exactly see the fireworks completely cause we were kinda late hence we reached like opp marina 7 eleven then see sorta.. most of the fireworks except those blocked by marina sq of course.. so.. yep.. quite enjoyable.. happy new yr for those reading this particular entry.. and to my dear, love ya muacks muackxx.. oh.. went to work and guess what i saw?! RAINBOW!! haha.. though it's only a part of it and kinda faint.. but then.. rainbow leh.. hard to see loh.. super cool loh.. esp on new yr.. got rainbow see liao.. actually is the kid of cust exclaim to their parents got rainbow then i told dear then dear went confirm then i go see myself.. wow.. rainbow leh.. on new yr some more..

1/1/2007 sighting of rainbow

cool hor.. first day of 2007 can see rainbow.. haha..

2006-12-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so very long never blogged le.. haha.. motivated by dear to blog again yah.. hmm.. so dec EVERYDAY rain loh.. rain stop rain start rain stop rain start.. haiz haiz.. nevertheless, it made me rather moody.. but then got umbrella so not that bad.. so went to the recommended basil alcove.. ^^v hehe.. so the place quite easy to find lah.. at fortune center there.. the place quite small but super cosy loh.. heard from my sis is family business so the peepz there quite friendly yah.. but then got a pregnant lady serve us so felt very bad.. hmm.. so the first impression of the place is very small but very cosy.. with pop music blasting in the background and fragrant aroma of the food..^^

the wallpaper of the place

this should placed at mad jack, alan!

haha.. so dear and i ordered avogado chicken set and mushroom oligo set.. it comes with a soup, main dish and ice peach tea.. quite reasonable the pricing for the quality of food.. the bill tabulated up to be 19.10.. reasonable right.. then still got this : appletisizer!! ha.. see no wrong.. is apple not appe..!!

mushroom oglio

chicken avogado

dear the promotion appletisizer girl!!

dear at BA (basil alcove) made some ghost faces - 'kui lian'
hence you can go this webby see..: www. kuatiokui.com.sg..!! haha.. then dear laugh until she drooled!! hahaha.. then off we went to vivo city.. a bit unhappy for both of us but then turned out that we both wanted to get christmas present for each other cause we both ask each other to look at our own stuff mah then both of us don't want so a bit pissed off.. but then after the misunderstanding was cleared, we burst out laughing.. mm.. fun hor.. haha.. =X so it was still raining and there was still time to the 7 plus eragon show.. so we went to harbor front then yah.. back to vivo.. then at vivo the 7 eleven, i saw 1 lady she flipping through the mag loh then i thought she buying leh then turned out she never buy loh! worse still she still go look at other mags then put back again loh! the newspaper also leh! she open cause is folded into half mah then put back loh.. piang.. sian half..!! throw sg's face.. off we went for movie then we went to the watch shop to buy christmas present for dear.. korean watch. hurhur.. cheap cheap one lah.. i very poor de leh.. though i gor ROLEX membership..=X then cause very squeezy mah then i don't like crowded areas then got 2 gurls paying then got 1 gurl ask discount loh.. cause buy 2 watches got discount for the 2nd one.. then the girl i think ask for more i think.. ddon't know also lah.. sian.. =-x so yesterday ended like that.. quite fun though.. dear got buy me taz mug with lid.. hurhur..=D

2006-09-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

yep, long time never blogged.. hmm.. so.. i just got my phone sony ericsson K800i for like 428 for 2 yrs plan.. singtel, no more starhub.. found a new job too.. at mad jack(6 duke's rd) not bad the food.. near school also.. just near the coronation plaza or beside bukit timah police post yah.. come try it..!! =D so... dear also working there so.. yea.. but then.. i.. just felt that we're actually drifting apart.. like.. small quarrels or so.. tiring the job but.. i just don't know what's happening.. haiz...

status: heartbroken.

2006-08-31T02:34:00.000+08:00

hmm... so i've noticed that i've not been blogging for a while now.. exams are over, time to find work.. i've found myself to be real hiam.. but then i wanna look for a long term job so must meet many criteria right? is it just me or what? Anyhow, these few days have been chionging the.. han gong you know.. nevermind if you don't though.. kite flying.. D kite shop is so mean!! it says it's closed on MONDAY!! but then my dear and i went to d kite shop on tues, yet it isn't opened for busines.. man...=/ luckily, BENZ shop is opened.. but then.. to my great excitment that i got a big kite for 15 but to my great disappointment is that, the kite actually is not exactly perfect if you put it nicely.. it's kinda..spoilt though the guy said it was like brand new? HA.. anyways, did try out pool though.. was kinda hooked onto it.. quite fun.. so.. yesterday guessed i'm too emo-ed that i nearly cried.. NEARLY..guess the amount of things that i've been bottling up is getting to me after all.. just wanna.. cry my heart out.. but then.. nope.. 18 yrs old male don't cry! they.. don't cry.. ha.. anyways, later..

2006-08-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

hmm..apparently,i've not blogged-ed for a way long time now haven't i.. hmm.. exams are here.. so study..blah blah blah.. the same stuff you do everyday during exam period.. STUDY! boo hoo.. exams.. but then after exams is hols! and hols means, FUN FUN FUN! Work work work = MONEY MONEY MONEY..!! I can see it now!! the pay cheque.. the things that i gonna get.. the fun that i gonna had.. the friends that i gonna make.. and the numerous phots i gonna take!! HOHO.. hmm.. but then after exams lah.. *sigh* the troubled life of students.. HEY YOU PEOPLE AT DOHBY GHAUT! LESS WORK PLEASE.! Life's hard!! CUT DOWN THE WORK LOAD.! PLEASE.! >.<>=( very very nasty.. haha.. 4 more papers to go.. To all my friends out there, 4 more papers and we're free.. LET'S DO IT BITCHES! ooops.. i means PEOPLE! HAHA.. =x

2006-07-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

so these few days very very lazy blog.. um..went out with dear recently and had some fun at the shampoo section of carrefour!! we spent around sae..15 to 20 mins at the shampoo section choosing my shampoo BUT end up never buy anything!! HAHA.. so we went to candy empire next.. cool.. nice store..but the stuff kana ex.. HAHA.. =X spanish presentation and oral test went ok.. hopefully can pass.. aiyahz.. bleahzz..

2006-07-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

bwahahaha.. dear come my hse wrap cathy prezzie.. so.. being the usual me, played motorbike!! dear being the motorbike!! haha.. me the rider.. ^^ fooled around a little, go dear hse make the card.. then dear go work i went home anime a bit then go watch bball match with fiona.. it's uh.. ogawa or something vs yuhua first match.. that ogawa won then next match is eng tat vs a... tung san.. eng tat won.. the coach like blk 500 plus wet market sell fish de.. part time job is bball coach.. then the no. 91 guy voice damn funny!! cannot stop laughing..!! haha... then uh.. went to meet dear again.. went kfc then a.. go home.. haha.. ^^

2006-07-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today woke up at approx. 7.30.. apparently, i was late and i quickly freshen up and chiong my way to school.. luckily i'm not late.. cause i cannot be absent anymore.. so after 2 hrs of troubling eltech prac, realized that gene contracted heart sickness(xin bin).. haha.. bad translation.. anywayz, didn't hear the whole thing but only part of it.. and all i can conclude is that some problems with him and his friends lah.. complicating.. i hate those problems!! anywayz, went back to alumni for lunchie.. and sway sway sit beside us is 3 guys, and 1 of the 3 guys have a gf cause he brought his gf along.. so.. that guy with the gf was like starring at us.. maybe i was too sensitive bah.. hopefully.. if not, WHAT THE HELL IS HIS PROBLEM.. anywayz, soon after, they started PDA(public display of affection)-ing in alumni.. not that i've got a problem with that but is just that they.. perhaps after lunchie or.. never eat at all are occuping the seats at alumni when many others wanna eat.. so.. worse still, PDA-ing there, depriving others the chance to eat the marvellous food of alumni.. ugh!!

Soon after, we went to stun.. lalala... so sian... then kee ann and me went toilet at HS block.. then we saw something... A purple note!! can you guess what is it!! $2 note!!

the 2 buck note that we found..

sweeeeetttt!! however, we lu bu shi yi(don't anyhow take things on the floor) never pick it up.. cause i scared got shit on the note yah.. kee ann was saying people a... shoot finish ah then use that clean up or... clean their august 15 yah.. anyways, never anyhow take things mah.. 2 bucks nia.. unless 10 bucks then will consider.. hoho.. haha.. so stress.. test and exams... ugh... blog next time.. =D

2006-07-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, the longgggggggggg-awaited day! MY 18th BURTHDAY! yeah yeah!! ^^v finally can watch M18 SHOWS!!! weeee.. though nothing to boast about.. but.. nevermind.. i like it! haha.. sweet 18! haha.. anyways, gotten quite number of wishes from my friends and of course my dear who is so sweet as to deliever porridge to my hse in the middle of the night knowing that i'm famished! haha.. love ya loads dear..!! *big big muack* hence, for my birthday, dear and we went to V8 cafe at bugis junction 3rd level along amore near the super fancy and pinkish and of course crowded neoprint shop.. so.. the place was nice of course.! the food great..! the serving crew fantastic...BUT! the movie suck.. haha.. NO SOUND..!! ahhh!! but got music.. yum yum.. music is my life! haha..

cheeslicious potato wedges.. hehe

My seafood pineapple rice..!! ^^

dear baked chicken!! ^^

Dear ordered baked chicken then i ordered seafood pineapple rice.. mine was great, especiall the prawn!! it just.. BURST and spill out the juices when you bite onto it..! VERY VERY Q! haha.. other than that, the pineapple rice was great, the pineapple slices were sweet and the octopus was soft.. dear baked chicken also not bad.. very cheesy..! =D
cheese frenzy..!! fatttening... >.<" haha..

pussyfoot..

shirley temple..

we ordered mocktail, pussyfoot for dear and shirley temple for me.. so big diff between mocktail and cocktail is that, mocktail has no alcohol and cocktail has.. cool cool..

and also the soup is sweeeetttt.. haha.. very nice.. (= everything is nice about that cafe.. not very ex.. less than 10 bucks for each dish.. and you'll definitely be full.. unless.. your stomach got hole... *lalalala.. not lookin*

then we went... national library play superman!! haha.. the instructions are to find a glass walled lift which means transparent life, go up to the highest level and raise your hand up high! superman! haha.. quite fun yo.. though a bit scary due to the change in pressure going up and down.! imagine going 14 levels at one go seeing the ground below you getting lower and lower! whoa.. breath-taking sights though.. very nice..! the whole of bugis.. SWEETTTTTTTTTTTT! =D then we decide to go home due to the fact that we cannot put anything more into our stomach.. man it was bloated.! so we took 197 as usual and i dozed off!! haha.. luckily never leak saliva if not so paiseh loh! haha.. so we went somewhere near dear's neighbour to celebrate my burthday! hehe.. and what cake was it!? IT'S....... BLACK FOREST! yeah yeah!! the black current just burst and melt in your mouth!! yum yum!! i suggested 1 slice though cause only 2 of us eating so... a bit no point getting a big cake right! waste money if cannot finish mah!

black forest!! haha.. yummy..

so we talked and walked around a little before going home.. oh yeah, come to the best part.! my prezzie from dear..!! haha.. MUSIC BOX! haha.. i JUST LOVE music box.. it's so.... nice... i mean you just sit pondering about stuff then listen to the music comin out from the music box.. classic!

music box from dear.. hehe.. nice nice.. (=

the card from dear.!! it was self made mind you.! it was nice i tell you..!! incomparable with something bought! sincerity man! it was filled with sincerity!

card dear made for me..! haha..

um.. a bit censored.. but then.. kang kang and jia bin gave me..... condoms... -_-" but then it's the thought that counts right.! =) though the idea was thought by kang kang.. strawberry somemore.. ok.. though i don't intend to open it and taste it.. uh.. it expires in like 4 yrs later.. but i doubt i'll be laid 4 yrs later.. but nevermind, i'll keep it.. and see what happens to expired condoms.. does it go chao si-en(goes bad).. haha..

strawberry condoms apparently..

hmm.. that's about it.. let's move on..

Thursday

so today i woke up like 8.. so apparently, i was late.. way late..! this is my third time skipping RENG and i'm scared i kana debar.. stress stress.. everything went well.. lunch at alumni was great.. sze chuan fish with rice.. the rice though the surface a bit hard, the bottom was great.. the fish was fantastic! so after tahirah, kee ann and xin li ate finish, caused we ordered the same thing but the gene and desmond food haven arrive.. everything seems fine.. till some time.. kee ann told me something...

kee ann: that girl over there never shave armpit and she worn sleeveless top.
nana tea: *shocked* really! where?
kee ann: *point point*
nana tea: 0_0 OMG!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

So i burst out laughing LOUD... apparently none of my friends know about it.. cept kee ann and me.. and xin ying who has already joined us, yes, ordered sze chuan fish.. it rock seriously.! haha.. it damn hiilarous i tell you.! it's LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! sleeveless top! i know it's bad but then, it REALLY spoils her image!!.. haha. the thought of it keeps me laughing.. so i told gene about it.. then it spreads and before soon, the whole table was bursting out laughing..!! hahaha... damn funny loh!! hahahaha... that seriously became the joke of the day.. so... for our ce 2.1 lab, we did many things.. firstly, we're on the right track for our PBL, and kee ann and me volunteered to calibrate the pump first.. and we... have.. "FUN" with the pumps.. mai talk about it.. haha.. it... took a very long time seriously.. stayed until 6.30.. the longest lab ever.. haha.. mr tank, a very nice guy stayed with us..! he's cool seriously..! haha.. at around 6, i was feeling the hunger.. so i announced that if i don't eat anything before i go home, i'll surely bite someone at SIM busstop.! so after 6.30, we went SIM foodcourt.. hmm.. the smell of food assaulted my nose.. and they kept coming.. nice nice.. hehe =D so i bought wanton and kee ann bough nugggets.. we went home after that, eating our food satisifying our hungry stomach while talking and chatting.. yea.. massive multi-tasking.. haha..

2006-06-18T02:37:00.000+08:00

a recollection of the things that happened few days back.. hmm.. so i still cannot find a replacement job.. actually kumon recruiting.. but then.. when i asked my friend which branch he working then he suddenly turn so defensive.. i mean duh, i only ask which branch.. dear say i too sensitive but then i cannot shake off the feeling that he is defensive..

"every smile hides a knife"-Kee Ann

How very true.. haiyah.. moving on, today went red cross home for the disabled.. hmm.. not bad the place though quite.. isolated.. so... i realized that the peepz there very poor thing leh.. hai.. so we did painting.. recollecting the memories of palawan of being the painter there.. not bad.. quite fun but then the weather very hot leh... whoa.. suffocate.. so we reached like 11 plus... then we were told that we're supposed to eat then reach cause the meeting time is like 1.. so kee ann calledd mac delivery, and the person actually told him that there's no such add as 72 elizabeth dr~~ everybody stun loh! MAC SUCK! if there's no such add, where did we actually went?! haiyo.. mac no good ah.. not that i wanna bad mouth mac though i goes there to eat sometimes.. but then still.. no no.. no such add..! 0_0 *speechless* but then not bad, go there commit good deeds.. so met some of the yr 2 and yr 1s.. mostly yr 1 anyway.. took cab home(shared cab money with kee ann cause money is like given so never eat lunch, use it!) and i said something SO IMMORAL!! ahh~~!! my character is getting from bad to worst..!! cham cham..this is not good, not good at all.. hmm.. went home, freshen up, anime a bit.. then sleep.. then at night went jogging with dear.. then when i was about to reach my storey, i saw praying mantis.. quite cool.. very...green.. HAHAHA~~~~

make-up lecture

2006-06-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

apparently, today we went for make-up lecture at 10am.. though he went through rather hurried.. but i guess i'm tired.. however, i did absorb most of the things he taught just that hafta read it over again.. okae.. so we went to the swimming complex to do the PBL..so we saw swimmers.. swimmers and of course swimmers.. and of course... guys who apply sun tan lotion.. not that i'm prejudiced against sun tan lotion but.. it just stinks to me at the very least.. so suddenly i saw A GUY clad in a pair of YELLOW swimming trunks..! ha.. reminds of who..!! everbody say!! STEVEN LIM!!! yeah yeah... take off take off take off..!! swimming trunks take off!! very bright yah esp under the hot hot sun.. so finally we got the things we needed and it was time to go home.!! so i went home with kee ann and we crapped about what jobs ta do cause both of us including my dear and many of my friends and collegues wanna get new job and GET OUT of all best entreprise(money changer).. which rather... suck i guess.. haha.. anywayz, yep.. take a step at a time.. NEW JOB NEW JOB NEW JOB NEW JOB.. went jogging with dear at night.. whoa.. shiok! sweat sweat sweat.. whee~~~

swimming fun

2006-06-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

today dear and me went swimming.. whee.. long time never go le.. so we went in the afternoon cause we played TOO MUCH at my hse so went there a little later then planned.. so dear told me that she didn't sleep last night so i guess she's pretty tired.. back to swimming fun.. so we went to bukit batok swimming pool swim.. not bad, improved leaps and bounds..! very nice there now.. the teaching pool even have those hoses that spray water constantly.. so there's this very cute little boy who used his ASS to block the water from spraying out..!! i was like : Ouch, that must have hurt.. dear was like: hahahahaha..

nevermind, moving on, we went to the adult pool.. nothing to do there.. too many adults and surprisingly, no girls there except my dear.. so i figured out that it's time to go back to teaching pool.. oh yah, teaching pool got HOT MUM!! hoo~~~ string bikini!! hoo~~~~ okok.. too exaggerating.. sue me then.. haha!! =p so i suddenly told dear, "dear, later see brown brown thing must run fast fast" then dear was like hahahahahahaing real long.. true what! later people da bian there.. later eat until da bian how! eeeeeeee... so disgusting.. actually it all begins when i teased dear that she has yellow yellow thing in the water around her which means she urine.. haha.. but then.. is FAKE de.. i made it up tease her.. haha.. so i suddenly asked dear why swimming trunks don't have brown de(have mah?).. it was a lame joke anyway and she don't know so i said cause later people mistook for DA BIAN and run away when the person's swimming trunks come off..! okok... not funny i know.. fine..! make your own jokes.!! hmph~~ unappreciative..!! anyway, i said got green things also run then dear gave me the blur look.. and i said.. LAU CHEAR SAI!(green shit) hahahahaha... off she go again.. next, we went to bathe after like 2 hrs of jokes and fun and head to west mall.. ate at kou fu then headed to take 187 down to blk 500 plus buy bread.. mm... before that, i said something again... see yellowish things must run too later drink until realise how come got things to bite de.. okok.. a bit repulsive..but.. nevermind.. right, on the bus 187.. dear was sleepy and i go ka jiao her as usual.. whenever she closed her eyes, i'd force her eye lids open.. haha.. a bit cruel but then.. she's sleepy, i'm bored.. haha.. she also got try to tickle me loh.. so bad can.. :))

pangkor chronices pt 2

2006-06-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

so i said part 2 right.. hm.. bussy can.. no time for part 2 until now.. lazy to post pic too so brief.. so day 2 went beach, banana boating, island touring and then home.. hmm.. so... nothing much to blog about...

saturday, Nps concert feat shufang, geraldine and kang kang.. the concert own.. really own.. blasting good..!! yea yea..!! Mwahahaha..^^ so dear and me happily walked hand in hand crossing the bridge(near fullerton de) and we spotted.. guess what.. AN ORANGE LAMBORGHINI! whoa... *excited excited* dear was pretty on sat, i say.. really pretty.. haha.. she see surely say dots de.. hor.. da tuo gong..!! haha... too badz, no cam or else can take the pic.. and once again, dear and me took a romantic perilous walk hand in hand across the noisy and crowded(cause of stupid soccer matches feating on 42" or more "es PLASMA TVs) aiyahz.. surprisingly, we were not approached by those food personels to patronize their resaturants.. *whewww* considering the number of restaurants situated along clarke quay.. whoa.. say there are 20 over restaurants, if everyone ask if i wanna patronize their restaurant, means i've to say no thanks 20 time?! and let's sae each time i say no thanks i waste 2 ml of saliva, 20 x 2ml = 40 ml of saliva.! 0.0 though saliva is regenerative, the boredom of saying no thanks 20 times surely isn't very appealing.. so we came out from there, walked through 2 underpasses and we finally reached the other side of clarke quay going towards clarke quay mrt station.. after a long journey, we found out that... there're actually 90 step(or flight) of stairs to the mrt below.! OMG.. next time anyone who go clarke quay, go check out the stairs.. confirm you peng..! if terrorist wanna bomb clarke quay, surely die of exhaustion on the stairs before reaching the mrt station loh.. come to think of it.. safety feature also lah.. but then.. no aircon and NO FAN during the long and treacherous journey down the 90 step(or flight) of stairs..!! wahh.. people dress swee swee style hair, no air con.. walk down to mrt station also sian! wah piang.. build so many steps of stairs for what.. exercise meh.. piang a.. so humid loh.. underground leh... think under river meh.. aiyo..

screams.

2006-06-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

okae, soo i came back from pangkok WAYYYY long time ago.. but it's okae.. not that late to update the blog yet.. hm.. so that day went pangkok.. so.. *drive drive drive* lalalalalala.. why haven there yet!! lalalala.. at last.. pangkok after the long and trecherous bus ride.. -_-"

cathy's house in pangkok

taxi bus.. similar to our taxi.. cool huh..

so it was cool in pangkok... quite hot actually.. see.. the house we lived in which is also cathy's house...!! =D double storied leh.. see the scooters at the front; the way of transport around pangkok.. though pollutive and dangerous, my dear actually sat on one of those..!! i never! ugh.. nevermind.. moving on.. after greeting cathy's parents, our foot landed inside.. and WOW.. a long passage leads to.. heaven? ha.. wait long long ah!! see this...(below):

kitchen, hoo!!

it leads to a GIGANTIC KITCHEN! did i say KITCHEN! =0 huge huge.. *tsk tsk tsk*

the back

ok.. see the back of the house.. hmm mmm.. though it's shared by 2 houses, it's still..wow.. close neighbour relation eh.. scarli neighbour daughter chio leh? got this song right.. *tsk tsk tsk* can moon bath ah.. then can do that one.. that one lah.. haha =D
went around in a rented car i guess.. our chaffeur was.. VICKY! yeah! wanna see her? go to my friendster and see -vickyong- anyway, something like that.. not bad a gal yeah.. mwahahaha..

mr huang shy ah.. don't care him =p

went pray pray yah.. quite fun.. then dear and me smelled some odour, salted fish..!!

salted fish.. loads loads loads of them...

*brrrooommmmm* went to makan makan makan.. curry seafood noodles.. yummy yummy..!! then their ji chong fan got thing inside de.. char siew or prawn..!! *drools* yummy..

oh right... back to the temple.. saw this donation box very cute de.. ^^

my dear impersonating..! cute..^^

so we drove around pangkok.. on car.. mwahahaha.. super shiok leh..!! after one long day, we went to the beach but before that, we went to the cyber cafe that cathy's friend work there.. played a while there and it's free.. but the cafe can smoke de.. veery bawu..! oh yeah.. pangkok de hong dou bin(red bean ice, i think) super nice.. got many ingredients de.. a bit like ice kachang but not really it.. haha.. next stop, the beach..! we went to the beach to find.... lan yan lei! yeah! very pretty.. shiny shiny.. haha.. but all i could say is that there's a historical rock there.. but doubt very historical cause you see why...

the historical rock(exterior)

grafiti

i thought it's a historical rock, why got grafiti de..!! diao..-_-

saw this kind of type of 100 plus in sg.. =D

alright, another day then update the next day bah.. a bit tired liao.. 2 days not enough sleep can.. will die can.. aiyah.. xio xio wah mah.. kns..

shag shag shag -_-

2006-05-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it..!! i slept like 2 hrs plus last night and i actually tong until now..! tml 8am class some more..!! die..! going to perak le.. so yea.. photos photos photos..spent the day with dear today.. mwahaha.. today damn shag loh! at lecture cannot tahan liao! wahh today maths test, my memory failed me! must integrate then sub in the values but i never do that! die.. haiz.. nevermind.. got working marks.. i shall blog until here today.. must do maths.. T.T

zZzz

2006-05-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

bery boring loh today.. go school for 2 hrs lecture then bo liao.. wah lau! the Mol also Suck loh! cannot go in.. i tml got maths test leh! kNS! wan to practise also cannot.! hmph.. work went ok.. today entry damn short.. nothing much to say leh today.. haiyahz.. T.T

stress stress -_-|||

2006-05-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today super shag cause yesterday chatted with dear on the phone until around 2.35.. then the dog woke me up at like.. 6.20.. ugh.. though i asked my mum to call me at 6.. but still.. TIRED can.. um.. so.. i said i'd post the bridge pics right.. so here goes..
Our proj bridge though a bit weird.. haha
Anyway, though very tired, still tong till the end yah.. realized that i've many things haven do yet ah.. very tired and stress ah.. many movies coming up also.. *sob* cannot watch lah.. CT CT CT!! today eL tech test.. got 1 qn hor, can get correct de leh.. me itchy hand can.. go change the ans.. T.T haiz.. fated fated.. next time no such mistakes le wor.. then watch power ranger the movie.. HAHA.. then a bit of ultraviolet when gene's lappy no batt le.. so we went somewhere else when the com lab got a little... crowded.. i think we went to HLM class room and i saw a sign which said NON-HLM STUDENTS cannot litter cannot drink all that stuff.. so is that trying to say that HLM students can DRINK? can LITTER? KNS..!! what the hell.. i'm peeved can..!

Anyway, after that, i lent dear things then dear's mummy bought extra hor fun.. is actually her dear 2nd sis but then her 2nd sis eat le so got extra.. hence you know.. i eat.. haha.. i'm gonna be sooooooo fat!! >.< going perak lo.. mwahahhaa..

stress 0_0

2006-05-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

So apparently, we built a bridge today during Service Innovation class.. Uh.. total proj got like 75 marks.. not that bad cause the highest mark is like 80? I'll post the pic once my group mate has emailed me the pic.. so until then.. hmmz.. then went to find dear.. the most wonderful thing about each day is that i'm able to see dear and go home together.. mwahahaha.. live so near only.. aiyahz.. cannot meh? anyway, went library with dear find her proj stuff then went to ate at kopitiam.. the indonesian bbq fish set really is yummylicious..!! recommended sia.!! =D~~~ Dear's mee rebus also not bad..^^ then um.. said something quite nasty to dear..
DUI BU QI... >.<>NOT helping her at all.. haiz..*sigh sigh* i'm in fact adding on to her burden.!!! ahhh!!!! dear is like.. stuck between her friends and me.. haiz... so i've made a resolution..!! not to burden dear anymore..!! perhaps, the fact that dear is my only best friend cum gf, i'm more clingy.. aiyahz.. cannot meh? everybody has their own sec friends.. i've got my gf only can.! so i should not be that clingy.. dear should spend more time with her sec friends then with me.. so um.. well.. yeah.. i should always smile when dear tell me she wanna go out with her friends then cannot meet me after school wor.. haha.. cause seldom she go out with her friends yah.. she's right.. we always after school meet.. live so near somemore.. can always go our neighbourhood grow mushrooms.. haha.. =)) so i must be understanding yah.. no more burden to dear.. no more.. mwahahaha.. 3 more weeks to CT.. !! >.< ahhhh!!! siao liao..!!

I forgot to lend dear wu niang.. haha.. cham.. wed wed.. and guess what? i'm going perak.!! uh huh uh huh..!! yeah!!!! i never go before perak can.. anyway, i'm perak..!! yeah!!! i'll make sure there'll be many many many many many photos..!!! mwahahahaha..

Aiyo... very scary leh.. always go eat with dear see her sis de leh.. ALWAYS.!! ahh..!! freaking coincidence loh..!! lurbe dear.. *muackSz..* sorry for adding to your stress..!! DUI BU QI..!!

fun day

2006-05-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

today went swimming with dear, cathy, cathy bro and her nephew.. it was a blast..!! ^^ very fun and also very tired wor..got many many things to chiong tonight.. sianz.. anyways, the swimming complex bath area..!! damn lot of peepz loh.. so being the usual me, i of course sat there wait for vacant cubicles to bath lah.. i even took out all my things necessary for bathing and APPARENTLY, SINGAPOREANS ARE ALL BLIND.. They can't see ME!! *ahhhhhh* they came in one after another devoiding my prescence.. no single one of them asked me whether i'm bathing or what.. i've obviously put all my stuff there already..!! ugh.. turn out i never bathe.. reach home then bathe.. um.. so my idiotic elder sis think she's SO smart.. she came to the entrance of the door and addressed me... OI...

KNS!!!!!!!!!!

My surname Oi meh?! My surname is tan loh hello!! so rude..! she always do that yet and no one can do it to her..! oh god! *peeved*

boredom is killing me.

2006-05-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

practically slept away half of the day.. my life not very duo zi de yah.. a bit sadded. dear going fiona hse play mahjong tong xiao yah.. um.. so left me.. no lonely.. haha.. a bit sad.. haiyah... i'm sad.. haha...

photo frenzy

2006-05-13T11:22:00.000+08:00

i should say yesterday cause it should be yesterday update de but i told myself to wake up at 3 am but i slept till 10/11 plus.. aiyo.. so now i'm here updating vaugely though. yesterday my dear and me went cycling..! oh boy.. it was such fun.!! haha.. so we went to the park behind toh guan the toh guan road east that side cycle.. so we went to the other side by walking on an old train track.. sadly we forgot to take pictures of the train track.. it was..scary.. haha. anyways, we went cycling.. cycle until half then dear and me tired le..so took a rest.. then dear told me her tissue missing.. so i cycle to go look for her but cannot find.. guess what i saw when i came back? got one orange tabby cat sitting next to dear..! so cute..! we decided to buy something for the cat but then we got back, the cat was missing and we saw one uncle half naked scratching himself.. haha!! anways, we went to bought drinks at 343 and after drinking, we go play playground..!! yay!! the playground very cool de..!! got many facilities haha..!!

osim iSeal..!! but i look so retared looking sultry

me the general store man!!

dear thinking why noo business..!!

then we fooled around a little then decided to go back home and freshen up first before going to mr. prata at clementi to makan..!! at my house the lift area, i was talking to my dear and got one lift door closing and before the door fully closes, the door opens again.. the lift door can only open suddenly when it is going to close when someone presses the lift button or someone push the metal thing at the lift door.. we did none of those.. and no one was there beside us....>.< i took another lift up though.. on the way down, i was listening to my ipod as usual when dear called as i missed call her.. then i realise one of my ipod earpiece sponge is missing then i complain to dear.. haha.. then at dear's bustop, i suddenly feel my ear very itchy.. then i go scratch then pop.. out came my earpiece sponge.. omg.. my dear was laughing so hard.. ugh... how come like that de..!! omg... omg.. nevermind.. mr prata.. indian food... yummylicious..!! *drooling*

dear's meehoon goreng.!! (before)

meehoon goreng gone.! =O

we even ordered milo godzilla but then never take photo.. haha.. nevermind.. next time.. milo king kong..!! mwahahahaha... next we went to take 154 to jp buy jolin dancing diva album..!! we fooled around in the 154.. haha.. we made "fishballs" though a bit fake.. haha..

fishball?..

myy deary dear with her cute mini fishball..

then we went to watch MI 3.. very nice worx.. haha.. then we went home then yeah.. viola..!! =D

worries.>.<

2006-05-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

Everything went well today.. Work went smoothly too but not for cathy who short 50 bucks.. Eating at yuki yaki this sun? I'm not so sure about it due to some problems yah.. so we shall see.. if have, i'll upload the pics for sure..!! =D The nightmare begins after work.. As my dear went out with her guy-friend today, i'm a bit worried for her.. Hence, i decided to call her just before closing.. *no answer* i waited after my work.. call again.. *no answer*.. again.. *no answer*.. After 5 mins of calling, still *no answer*.. That got me worried.. 5 mins and no answer.. and out with a guy-friend.!! >.<>.< and you are not in the wrong.. perhaps i'm too emo le bah.. *sigh* love my dear.. dui bu qi..!!

bitchy day

2005-10-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

Yep palawan is really really damn fun..! I never regretted going..! muhahaha.. anyways, went for work today .. damn temporary one.. Haha.. anyways, this bitchy lady.. though I said really bad things behind her back, but then she's damn nasty..! She has 14 boxes of management diaries.. then every box is so damned heavy.. plus fiona's hand is injured so i've carry everything myself.. hence we firstly distributed to other people first then left 3 boxes and 3 or 4 books, then we gave her then she comment say what we should have gave her first..! What the hell.. 14 boxes..! what she think we are? Superhumans..?! Man.. we couldn't possibly spend a long time just distributing to her right! Obviously to make things more efficient, we must give others who order less first then her right! Damn her..!

A brand new start

2005-09-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

This will be a brand new start, a brand new beginnering. Firstly, I must conclude that I managed to pass my O levels getting 14 pts for 5 subs and 17 pts for 6 subs. Damn surprising, I say! Enrolled in Ngee Ann poly and life's been good though very embarrassing in school. Damn loads of things happen in school. *big sigh* Anyway, my maid been's giving me attitute and I can't even be bothered but just don't piss me off. Going to palawan for community work on 26th sep to 10th oct. Wish me good journey..! Aloha!

2004-12-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

I see sorrow in ure eyes.
Hunger,fear mixed with a sense of trepidation.
Left ta fend on ure own.
Mistreated,looked dwn,treated like filth.

2004-12-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

I onli haf 1 word ta describe my day:tired.

2004-12-13T18:23:00.000+08:00

Haf u think of whether if u seriously like tt person when u became his or her bf or gf?Wad is lurve?Wad was it like to be in luv?It's my fault,everything's my fault.I'm taking it as a nightmare and I've awoken frm it.A brand new start for me.A brand new day.No more nightmares for me.Only gd drms.Hate me everyone,jux like he does.Jux hate me.

2004-12-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

Nonetheless,I realli wanna thank you for all the support u've given me.Advices and thinking for me by hidin the truth.

2004-12-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

Why did u asked mi out when u dun like me anymore?Do u think tt by extending the truth will help me?Help me in my prelims?Lemme tell u,ur wrong,damn wrong.Do u know tt everytime i see tt kind of reply,it hurt me.Did u remember hw mani times u sent me those type of msges?Everytime i sent u a msg,i was full of hope,trying ta cheer u up.Did u ever appreciate it?I dun pursue tt matter.When u asked me out,i was over the moon cos i tot tt everything is fine.I noe I'm a jinx,i brought u trouble everytime.Haf u ever considered hw i felt when i seems ta jinx u.Do u think i felt gd?It hurts me everytime.I'm nt blaming u or anything but I'm jux depressed tt even someone else noes,but nt me!I'm still in the dark,waiting for u ta save me frm the dark rm.Frm the darkness.But u nv came.I try ta brk through myself and u were nv trying ta help me or save me.I'm all by myself.All alone,fending for myself.Do u think i felt gd?Perhaps u felt bad too but at least tell me.Tell me wad u feel.I cant read minds.I cant read through ur mind.I noe i dun fit ur requirements but at least tell me right frm the start.Be truthful is all I wanted.All I want is the truth.Nth but the truth.I dun hate u at all.Seriously,i dun.I noe wad I'm.Nw tt it's all over,i still dun get it.Short pain is better den long pain.If u dun like me anymore in the first place,tell me so.No matter wad,I can take it.I'm always hopeful tt we can be like last time before we drifted apart.I keep asking myself wad did i do wrongly ta incur ur wrath,to treat me like this.I told u before tt if there's anything,jux tell me straight but hw long did it took u ta tell me the truth?5 months!5 damned months!Do u noe wad I'm going through the 5 months!?I was still kept in the dark.All alone.Fending for myself with no one ta save me.I was waiting for u,onli u.Bt u nv came.U nv came ta rescue me.Nv.................

2004-12-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

Todae went xmas shopping with vic..Bought a lot of things den my old wallet zip broke!Darn,lucky i gt a new wan!Wahahaha..VEri fun today,tok like siao,sit there till butt pain den finally..saw tt guy!Damn him manx!HE was LOOKING at us like we're some sort of RUNAWAYS!THink we illegal immigrants ahx!Sit there got crime ahX!BAKA!Idiotic...know a bit bit things here and there..legs damn sore..raining somemore!WAH,SIANX!MY shoe and jeans all WET!REally SIANX!Saw vic's sis....tt's all lahx..wahahaha...

Signing off,
BEnjaja

Walking amongst the elites.

2004-12-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

Stupid blanganesh!BAKA!BAKA!BAKA!Think his ang moh so kiang!!!BAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I dun even uds!Tok shoooooo loudly for wad!SO fierce for wad!I dun uds got crime ahx!BAKA!hmph~!

2004-12-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

The boss of tai yong is soooooo 'DAO'!Hmph~!Tell him sth den he like dun care abt me wan!Agh!!Damn tt forklift driver at the DTM cocoa factory!Dyed hair so wad!Act ang moh lahx!!So hao lian!Arrogant!Wad an ass manx!Burn his hair ahx!Make him become botak!Cannot dye hair liaox!!Muhahaha....*%$#^%&^&%* stupid fork lift driver.

Arrogance will get u nowhere but honesty will get u somewhere.
Try to be honest and be more modest.
Dun try to act smart and be less modest.

2004-12-06T15:52:00.000+08:00

Gt gd news and i maybe can put braces.Hope for the best.Read sth frm my fren and found out tt she's the same as him.Frens...y is it so hard ta be frens..no betrays,trust,privacy and support.Is everyone asking so much of their frens?I doubt it manx,i doubt it.It takes 2 hands ta clap,so if 1 hand is crippled,no sound will come out of it.Obviously,the hand has ta find another gd new ta create sound by clapping."Best frens."Is there ever such ppl ard,I wonder.

The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them,hate them,wish they would die or know that you would die without them ...it matters not.Because once in your life,whatever they were to the world they become everything to you.When you look them in the eyes,traveling tothe depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound,you know that your own life is inevitable consumedwithin the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons,No paper would do it justice.It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.A feeling.Only felt.

2004-12-05T13:40:00.000+08:00

Tkd class,made some blunders.Veri malu.Pattern damn high,going crazy soon.*shUsh.........*

Blunders are common, but not an excuse.
Solve it, and it'll be used.
Forgive and forget is the best,
Without caring about the rest.
Forgiveness will be given to thy hu deserved it.
Turn over a new leaf and start afresh.
As those hu cant forgive and forget, join the mesh.

2004-12-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'm unable ta put dwn everything.
I cant seems ta move on.
My frens are leaving one by one.
But I'll put dwn everything and move on.
Loner forever.

Life is but a game,
and so do luv.
I'm cold blooded,
and had no hold.
Sld thy rescue me,
brking into my soul and warming mi once..again.

2004-11-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

Tml tkd class,noe results i hope..haha..cant wait for it!!Gt myself a job...gonna haf money liaox!!Can buy prezzie for my frens liaox!!wahahaha!!Michelle went lv,vic went bk...haix..jon,kh,ter they all went malaysia..boo hoo hoo...i sho lonely!!!As usual,once a loner,always a loner.....hmmx..wadeva~!Actually i didnt feel the way i think i feel..confusing ehx?
haha..my mind is veri confused nw..a lot of things in my mind...hmmx..gundam,here i come!!!DarkEden veri fun manx!!mux play!!tt's it..bb..tc..cya..luv me,miss u and wadeva liu...haha..wadeva~!

2004-11-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

Oh,did i add tt i'm a FREAK?Dunnoe hw crazy i'm sometimes....i'm gonna ta go work...start searching on 25th..gt wan cleaner wan..50 bucks per day,on sat onli but den it's like nice lohx.....no nd toking...see lahx....

2004-11-23T09:28:00.000+08:00

Ytd O lvs finally ended..i'm free...I felt like a MORON!I gave chances ta ppl,all they did was ta throw it away and expect me ta gif it again,when i gave it again,they throw it away again!I DUN WAN ta be A LONER!I wan frens!I jux SOMEONE ta BE tHere when i ND eM!Someone i cld tok ta,someone hu cld share my joy and woes,someoe hu i can share my probs,someone hu can keep me accompany....I dun ask for much...I'm nt asking ta be famous,I'm nt asking ta be rich,ta be powerful,ta be influential..all i wan is a fren hu cld do those things.....all my frens are leaving me,one by one..i'm reverting ta my old self again-a loner.My best fren is gone.Everyone is great,smart,influential,extrovert.But I'm a BLOODY loner!True i had mani frens.....but I'm still a loner!Especially after graduation!It's me hu watch movie alone everytime..true i've frens hu cld watch with me but there are some movies they dun wanna watch!i laugh alone...u noe the scenario when i see ppl with frens,family sitting together laughing,smiling..while i'm there..all alone..laughing ta myself...playing with myself and no one came alone ta play with me..I dun wan this life!I dun wan ta be a loner!HU the HELL would uds wad i'm going through!Everyone has frens;great frens...All i wan is a fren hu cld do tt....I'm nt asking much......I cldnt share my joys and woes with my ex best fren cos....he doesnt support my decison at all!I dun wan ta be thrown ard like some unwanted goods..i dun wan ta be the center of attention,i jux wan a fren hu cld fulfil all those things tt i wan!He nv supports me even though he said he supports me..but deep in his heart,he doesnt...Y is tt so?concern like wad he said?i doubt it!he jux dislike it!MAnx,doesnt mean tt if he dislike it i mux dislike it too.I'M a HUMAN,nt a ROBOT!I've my own life ta live....I'm sick of ur manipulation......I nv gif u a chance?!Bloody hell,i gave u!i gave u mani mani chances but did u cherish it?!NO,u DIDNT!All u did was ta THROW me ard like some GOODS!Tok ta me when u like it,dun tok when u dun.i gave u a last chance but DID u cherish IT?!NO!U nv cherish the chances that i gave u but u threw me ard like some goods AGAIN!I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-17T13:16:00.000+08:00

Been hell lots of days...o lv going ta finish liaox!yeah yeah yeah!!I've been pondering on sth..y does it always ends up this way...wad am i wrong abt..wad i did wrong..haix...i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

freAk dAY!

2004-11-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

Today,i downloaded the maple story....i frm morning download ta afternoon like tt...veri sickening..i veri patient so i waited and waited.....until 1 plus...99% liaox den my dad call my mum go downstairs take some freakingly idiotic fish tank!i was like so pissed lohx!my download nearly finish lohx..but i still went dwn....tt person was late lohx!i was like what the hell lahx!den i reached home..com on stand by....my download gone.......damn!man was i pissed!argh.........

SUndaY

2004-11-07T13:04:00.000+08:00

Today at tkd class,i had ta go free sparring....ah!!guess hu my partner is?FANG YU!what the..!i had ta kick her and punch her manx!worst,i punched until her face!Our leg bone tt long long part connected..i feel no pain...but she was howling for help..on the floor....saded..scare i brk her leg later..

Tuesday(o lv ss paper)

2004-11-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

Todae we had o lv ss paper...lucky switzerland came out!!thank god manx!!I'm nt gonna retain,nt gonna fail my O!i'm gonna prove it ta em tt i can go jc and do well for my O!i gonna move on without staying back for my education!I'm gonna go jc,uni den be a researcher!thus,i mux work veri veri hard!i gonna show em!show those a!!!seen mani ppl's true colours..haix..work hard!!luv ya!

Graduation day

2004-10-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

Today is friday...graduation day..feel veri sad..all my bros,buddies,frens and teachers all gone!haix...Mux work hard so wun let em dwn,also for myself lahx of cos!Gonna try my best for the 'O' lv exams..!!jia you everyone taking the Os,best of luck,try ur best!!loads of luv!!

Friday

2004-10-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

Todae i went for the minor op. of the bone bio thingy lahx..nt pain..but the injection...dunnoe lahx..the doc veri friendly,keeps assuring me..but the worst happens after op...it hurts...realli hurts..damn...even u eat painkillers also hurts like hell...after o lvs wan more op. den nxt thurs mux go see the report den mux remove the stitches...kinda sick...no appetite ta eat anything...yeah..i gtg..bb...luv ya

tuesday

2004-10-19T08:51:00.000+08:00

today no nd ta go sch...ytd so tired..nv watch finish america's nxt top model 2!ugh..worst still,nv watch shi zi lu kou!darn!!!hmmx...ytd o lv science prac...i think got 1 ans wrong le bahx..den cheryl got identify 3 gases lehx!i onli got 1!most of my frens also!haix..die lahx...ok,,ok...mux haf confidence..still can pass wan!can pass lahx!!can!!!!!!!still got physics..still okok...but can pass wan!can pass!surely can pass wan!!dun think so much lahx..still got physics cover up yeah..but i think can pass wan!can pass!!i can pass o lv science prac!surely can wan!this friday going for the minor op..kinda scare...haix...anyway,gtg..lov ya and i noe which frens are true ta u and those hu are nt....best frens sux

sad dAe..

2004-10-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

today....i went ta the ndc for dental appointment for braces..but turn out got a lot of complications...best fren over alreadi..nt me,but someone else...finally free...anyway,braces...complications...nw i've ta get an op..ta remove one of the teeth stuck inside the gums...nxt friday mux go for a small op..remove the teeth bone...the major wan...u noe wad the doc saes...maybe i'll be unconscious forever...or...even dead.....cos i think i going ta opt for the more comfortable wan...after tt den can put braces....maybe gt immediate wan lehx..nt bad ahx...see if i live first notx bahx...anyway,gtg,bb,lov ya...gd bye

wednesday

2004-10-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

uh...nth much happened ahx..jux kinda feel quite...fun bahx..my hand kana vandalized!!ah!!!!!hahaha...wadeva!hahaha..uh..nw the "angkong" still on my arms...hahaha..den uh...i've been trying so hard ta clap yeah..cos as the saying goes it takes 2 hands ta clap...but den ahx..i've been clapping air this while..so yeah..u noe..kinda sad bahx..haha..wadeva lahx..still gt other frens..going ta graduate soon also anyway..so screw em lahx!bb,lov ya..

tuesday

2004-10-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

today..left eye kinda swollen a bit..den uh..felt realli realli sick and tired abt things bahx..o lvs coming..prac especially..later go get referral letter so go do braces cheaper..den uh..uh..lost 1 best fren..felt realli tired..always i'm at fault..my fault,my fault and my fault..he goes with kt,den go lohx,i gif up liaox..i veri tired alreadi..he nv even ask wad happened,always assume i'm tired all tt crap..it's me hu took the initiative ta ask him!but aww well,since things came ta this point,lost 1 best fren lohx..i cannot tolerate it anymore..i feel realli tired liaox....i gt take initative yet sae i nv..what the hell manx..but i'm nt gonna gif up!i'm gonna find another best fren!he's nt the onli wan i can find!meanwhile,i'm a loner again..haix..wadeva!always i took the initiative ta tok ta him,did he take it?tt time quarrel also,i TOOK the initiative ta tok ta him lohx..wadeva lahx..feel realli tired and sick of things liaox..since he mentioned abt giving up b4,den i gif up nw..can he uds hw i feel!?can he!?everyone supports me onli he doesn't in the things i do..sae wad concern,my foot ahx!eat shit lahx!all crap manx!gd fren no matter wad wun sae things like gif up wan lohx...feel so.......nth...i dun feel anything..jux feel kinda sad bahx...fren sae things like tt...best fren some more..haix..wadeva lahx...lov ya..

saturday

2004-10-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

nth much happened today..slept at 3 plus am ytd..woke up at 1pm plus..record liaox..i nv woke up so late b4...uh...nth much ta sae lohx...exams coming..ss hw so much..kinda sianx..cabin fever so coolx!gt a new maid..but dunnoe her name..18 yrs old nia..so young hor..have been reminiscing abt the past..said sorry ta 2 ppl...uh...for sth lohx..but...nvm..nth...

Friday

2004-10-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

uh..long time nv update..veri busy...uh...later still got lim lesson at 6.30pm...until 8.30pm..hmmx..been realli stressed up this few days..uh..ss hw 3 qn of structured!at first no need wan but...argh..dun wan sae liaox!=[ sickening...uh...going ta ask my mum if i can wear braces cos my teeth kinda...come out a bit..hmmx...sianx..tt's all..bb...tc...lov ya

sunday

2004-10-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

uh..no time nv add post..lazy lahz..haha..uh..tkd today quite fun..nt bad...do pattern till siao..too fast liaox!haha...competition yeah...haha...anyway,den technical sparring..funny lahx..so..nt fun wan lohx..haix..all of us mon char char wan..hehehe...uh..loads of hw ta cover..chao bala gif hist hw!tml hand in!sickenin lahx he!!argh...i guess tt's all..god bless..love ya..

Saturday

2004-09-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

uh...nth much happened...jux feel veri shock abt something and feel veri funny...hehe...net kinda lag...grandpa birthday today!happy birthday ah gong!!hahaha...the cake nt bad..buffet...dun wanna comment yeah..hahaha...so sianx...exams finally wan finish alreadi......watched the terminal alone...funny lahx tt guy...hahaha..

Monday

2004-09-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

Today eng prelim..the paper still ok..nt tt bad...um..contact lens finish liaox..den...um...2 dots thingy scar on my left arm..so sianx..fingernails damn short!!!sianx!!!!!!!!

I can't try any harder than I do All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you I'm broken in two...haix...........

Bad day

2004-09-17T15:31:00.002+08:00

um......ytd had a realli realli bad day.....sigh...the baddest of all days...um...today also quite bad..had ta ignore him...i dun wanna tok ta him,least bother abt him..cant he go with jon..i dun uds..always it's he go with jon so....i dunnoe..wad the hell lahx..veri perturb sia..feel so irritated.......

Bad day

2004-09-17T15:31:00.001+08:00

Bad day

2004-09-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

Monday

2004-09-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

Um..today prelim science practical exams..surely fail wan..haix..die alreadi....sigh..the written papers mux chiong till i siao liaox...sighx..loads of things happened...haix..dunnoe wad's going on also....

Saturday

2004-09-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

Went back ta sch do nth..so sianx at home..com finally came back hence tt explains the sudden cut of blog entries...saded lahx..relatives at my hse..so IRRITATING!ah!!!!!!!!!i going crazy!

tuesday

2004-08-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

Dunnoe if ytd blog got update notx..heck lahx..also dunnoe wad's wrong with it...um......o lvs english oral jux 3 days away..veri scared sia..haix...nth much happened too but jux feel that someone is being so hypocrite..haix..stupid me..

Monday

2004-08-16T17:00:00.001+08:00

Monday

2004-08-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

Nth much happened..Feel as if something is going on between michelle and janice..funny..my gut feeling tells me that something is veri veri wrong...um...can sae wad..um...this fri o lvs eng oral..sianx..veri scared..haix..

Saturday

2004-08-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

today nth much happened..michelle's hand dunnoe wad happen also..nv see also..anyway,hist test today..still manageable..hmmx..hopefully dun fail cos our hist source based quite lousy..hahaha..^^..anyway,went popular jux now,bought a new racket!!hehe..can play badminton liaox..didn't go spca today cos veri tired..hahaha..i noe lahx..i lazy lahx..i'm a lazy bum!hahaha..dunnoe why...they..aiyahx..hahahaha..i kinda siao liaox..o lv english oral coming..veri scare..haix..jux try my best lohx..chem no hope liaox..heck the ca lahx cos prelim no ca wan..i cant let this result put my spirits dwn!i muz work extra hard for my o lv chinese and other subs!i wanna go jc science class!wahahaha..i wan ta be a researcher!veri hard lehx!top 3% of the university course!!haix..mux work darn hard sia!!..boo hooo..um.......went giant..den got wan person push the trolley den dunnoe how tt person push lahx,make until my hand,a little bit of the skin came off but no blood lahx..hahaha..i'm so lucky!!feel so tired sia..zZzZzZz...got wan boy hide under the shirt den i walk past den kana shock why the t shirt can move wan!!hahahahaha..

Friday

2004-08-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

Turns out that my chinese o lvs result got C5..i'm so dead..i wan at least B3!i dun care,i'm gonna resit ahx!Feeling realli tired..late for sch..7.30 den woke up..reach sch at 8.08..siao liaox me..chem test today so DIFFCULT!i'm gonna fail manx!all of us are feeling depressed cos it's damn diffcult!The 10 marks qn surely 0 marks liaox lahx!it doesn't make any bloody sense!!haix..sigh..die liaox..i cld nv be a researcher alreadi...........haix..

Tuesday

2004-08-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

Today is tuesday,the last day of the long holiday..as usual,nth much happened but darn loads of hw ta do..sianx 1/2 as always..Watched the village alone ytd but well..i guess it isn't tt bad watching alone and the movie quite cool..um..den after the movie,felt veri funny dunnoe y also..like the whole body beri light den i finally 1 moment do not haf anything on my mind!how cool is that!

Monday

2004-08-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

holiday holiday holiday!!Holiday is bad!so much hw ta do!Boo hoo hoo!!so sianx..anyway,today nth much happened..My quiksilver shirt is ruined cos it's stained with chewy gum!eeeww!!my younger sis lahx!Wear my shirt yet she nv see properly den sit down at dunnoe where the hell she went!I was so pissed u noe!my fav. shirt lehx!Den i punched the fridge...the magnet fell off den brk with the acrylic piece which it is sticked on to..fridge i think got dent..die liaox..haix..wadeva!heck ahx!!my knuckles not pain wan..no feelings wan..i think now no feelings liaox my knuckles!!boo hoo hoo!!Anyway,den went ta ter hse play mono,i lost!i bankrupt lahx!sianx!!All sy fault lahx!buy wad bloody houses!waste my money!indirectly kicked until kh face..i think he quite pissed off jux now but den i think everything fine liaox..hmm..later watching the village..ALONE!can u feel wad i'm feeling now?LONELINESS!!Haix..

Sunday

2004-08-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

Um..let's see..this morning woke up,whole body ache everywhere den veri tired also..den tkd nth much happened,jux learnt how ta block kicks-semi free sparring den mdm asked that gal hu is elder den me by 1 yr old ta teach me cos my steps all the SAME hehehe..she looks a bit like pg..Anyway,ytd 1 ah ma hu is realli veri cham,asked me ta gif her money eat cos she no money eat den i GIF hor!i'm not so cold blooded afterall..hahahaha!!=D Also,bought a cap at queenstown shopping centre..black wan..not bad ehx..wahahaha..den ate the fish and chip which cost 4.50,kana sae till like wad sia cos veri little den other ppl 2 bucks a lot i 4.50,veri little..but i noe they dun meant it lahx..haha..=D Haix..now a is like kana dragging me into the matter between a and b..sickening..i cannot speak up for myself,nor can i defend anyone..mainly cos a will sae i'm angry and a cos a said bad things abt b,also b my gd fren..but both my gd fren wad!haix..dilemma..i'm so pathetic!='( As usual,veri crazy today..i everyday also sot sot wan..temperature today is so bloody hot!!ah!!GOD!Send me rain!still got load of hw ta do sia!!boo hoo hoo hoo..haix..

Friday

2004-08-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today is a realli boring day..turned out i didn't play the badminton competiton cos my name not in the list so..oh well..waeva!Time passes realli slow today..damn bored lohx..my maths focused test fail lohx..chem class test also fail lohx..this time die liaox lahx!i wanna go jump liaox lahx!haix..

Tiring dae..

2004-08-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

Veri bloody tired this few days so it's like lazy write lohx..even got come online also nv write..tired lahz..anyway,sat's is cheng last day lehx..haix..i dun wan him ta go!!I'm gonna cry!!*sobbies*haha..kidding!!But veri sad lahx cos he's a realli nice teacher lohx.Tml i'm going for the badminton competition held in my sch between classes for the national day games..i DUN wan go sia!!Sianx lehx!they anyhow nominate wan!i so louya!Go there lose face onli lahx!Haix..Dt today do till like 5 plus lohx..damn tired..boo hoo hoo..

Saturday

2004-07-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

As usual,haf test today.Eng test.now i'm feeling realli giddy but my hw not yet completed.I felt so darn tired.No mood ta do hw but still mux endure and do it.I'm feeling realli realli giddy now.Sigh..I've decided ta go jc.Zaidy is rite,if u can take a shorter path,take it.Dun take the longer wan causing one more harm den gd...I feel..so.....giddy.....i think i'm dying..think too much liaox..how wonderful it is ta die early..no more troubles.no more studies and no more thinking.But my wish will nv be fulfilled..or can it be?i dun expect much..onli ta get well with someone soon and do well in my exams.My system shut off liaox..

Friday

2004-07-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

The weekends are finally here!but i've darn loads of hw ta complete!Ahh!!i no need ta slp on saturday liaox lahx!sianx!!S.S focused test got 18 marks over 25!Hehe..A2!hahaha..quite happy sia..but den today veri tiring.Haix..nxt wk still mux stay back for dt!wail!!Not fair!sigh..finally like made my first speech contact with S.L.Surprising isn't it?J.T cant lahx..veri hard sia!well..aww well..i'm a loner wad..haix..

Thursday

2004-07-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

Today is a rather bad day i sae..um..had my chem class test and i dunnoe how ta do mani of the qns!!ahh!!die lahx!cham!!Den nvm lohx,after tt got class drill den i got see abt 2 of my frens look at bk when we aren't suppose ta do so!den i quite..perturb cos it's not fair ta those hu nv look at bk!Den i also dunnoe why the heck i like veri perturb.Kinda veri pissed off by their actions.i also dunnoe why i felt tt way cos it's their own matter but not mine.Haix..i think i'm going crazy.What if..i go crazy tml?or the day after tml?or..other days?what am i suppose ta do!?I jux feel veri..cramp..and everything in my mind is all fighting ta come out of my mind!I..feel like erupting!but..i nv..cos i dun wan..Again,i'm being labelled as being anti-social.Well,i nv took it ta heart cos i noe i'm anti social and also a loner.Alam kept like brainwashing me ta go jc.I wish ta go..but..what abt my frens?what if i cant cope?i wanna go University..but i'm scared tt i cant cope with jc life..and the studies..haix..once again,i feel so cold blooded.I'm colded blooded,void of any feelings...sigh..

monday

2004-07-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

today had ta wear tie ta sch.Sianx!!Hot manx!Chengster leaving veri soon liaox..haix..veri sad sia..dun haf ta be under wong!He's mad!SICK!uGh!!project still like tt lohx..veri sianx ahx..everydae stay back..lucky tml dun haf den tml buying brake pads for my bike!hehe!!Finally!tml vic birthday..hmm..wahaha..in case she sees this,happy birthday vic!

Sunday

2004-07-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

Today is sunday.I had my TKD classes today.As usual,rather boring but we tried squatting down but executing a jumping front kick.Well..um..kinda..difficult ba..quite lame also..haha..Still got folio have not do complete yet.Mux work backwards aka,cheat the moderator cos we did the project before the folio.Haha..hope they'll be taken in.Watch the part of kisa again..veri touching sia..veri veri nice!Thinking abt wad C.L. said abt my frens being heartless,i can't help but feel being the one who is cold blooded myself..haix..

saturday

2004-07-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

Today is saturday.A day when most people will rejoice but not me or any of my sch frens.We haf Focused Test.It's rather sickening cos this morning it was raining and it is realli nice ta slp in!but i've ta go ta sch!UGH!So sickening!Maths paper todae..difficult like shit..cham liaox lahx!fail liaox lahx!nv finish somemore lehx!Sianx half ahx!Mux prepare tissue cry liaox..i'm dead this time..yeah,i think tt's abt it.more ta come!stay tune!